Lyrics

I thought I’d try to love
so I slapped on my big heart
I thought I’d try to feel
so I dribbled down my big tears

then I began to feel
and I began to fear...

will I be asked to do something I don’t want to do?
will I be asked to say something I don’t want to say?
have I been made to be something I don’t want to be?
for You through Him from me

I thought again today
I super-flexed my big brain
I had to laugh
at all the love and all the pain

that I’ve begun to feel
and I’ve begun to fear...

will I be asked to do something I don’t want to do?
will I be asked to say something I don’t want to say?
have I been made to be something I don’t want to be?
for You through Him from me

I cannot stop the intake – is this love or just abuse?
He pushed me to the edge here and I do not like the view...

will I be asked to do something I don’t want to do?
will I be asked to say something I don’t want to say?
have I been made to be something I don’t want to be?
for You through Him from me

© 1998 lance saint ash