crush me
i could be nothing
just dissolve, fade away
i try to be transparent
but I am in every word i say
lay my face at Your feet
breathing in the dirt
i beg You for the last place
but You always put me first
You’re always turning tables
invading where i hide
You always think i’m able
and i always say i tried
love is not a feeling
it’s a decision of the heart
life would be so easy
if I was like You are
i want for You to crush me
i want to be amazing grace
i’m tired of the ache i feel
unfinished / i'm finished in this place
it hurts to know i hurt You
and for all the reasons why
you can’t come soon enough and i
can’t ever seem to die
© 2001 lance saint ash