lance saint ash - big fear

big fear

I thought I’d try to love

so I slapped on my big heart

I thought I’d try to feel

so I dribbled down my big tears

then I began to feel

and I began to fear…

I thought again today

I super-flexed my big brain

I had to laugh

at all the love and all the pain

that I’ve begun to feel

and I’ve begun to fear…

I cannot stop the intake – is this love or just abuse?

He's pushed me to the edge here - and I do not like the view…

will I be asked to do something I don’t want to do?

will I be asked to say something I don't want to say?

have I been made to be something I don't want to be?

through Him for you from me